yesterday once more..

well, not exactly yesterday yesterday..

it seems like these days are packed with readings from school. i guess i have to find a way to manage that, and not let school become my life. otherwise, i suffer in the end.

it seems like these days i can't control my rage. i lost it again coming home from diana's. somemore, i told myself beforehand, dun lose your cool, whatever happens, dun lose your cool.

all it took was for one word to come out of my mouth, and the rest soon followed.

this is not good.

perhaps, i should go back to kindergarten and start learning to count from one to ten, slowly.

sigh.